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The voice inside my head

that doubts what I can do and what I am capable of - well, it's gotten louder and louder the last few weeks. I feel like I've lost the ability to believe in the lucidity of my decisions lately. And while there's this other voice that tells me, No, you're doing the right thing, the other one just keeps going, What's the point? 

And that scares me. Because I want it to have a point. I know everything has a point. So why can't I see it yet?

(This is my Karla vs. Consti: The Final Showdown fears speaking at 4:40 am.)